A whirlwind inside of my head

[Krum]

Just like the song...Linkin Park, of course!Anyways, I just thought I'd share this with you to calm myself down for a bit of time
When you're a teenager, you're discovering all those new feelings which might end up as a major headace and confusion.First off I recently found out I like this girl from school, but with all the people who know you both there it's kinda hard.We used to see each other before and after school at the bus stop.Now this was one feeling that took up all of my brain.The, because of certain people bugging us all the time at school we had to stop seeing each other-she has this problem with one guy who likes to bug her and when he started to blab about our "friendship"(which was nothing but hope from me and a good friend for her it never got far)it was too much.I got blown off by her and then this strange new feeling tried to take up my mind so I felt like my head was exploding.That made me think a lot and I realised it was for the best to leave her alone.For the both of us.Now I understand just what is love-a mixture of chemicles in your brain which make you act strangely.But yet I beat on and try to discover everything this life has to offer and then this whirlwind inside of my head will finally settle down and I will have some peace...and ask HER out for real that time, unreachable by all this hatered, jealousy and sadness I've felt recently.Just someday I hope things will change for the better and my life will finally become right-in 10 years at best, at worst in 20.And who will be there with me I think depends only on me and my will to countinue.

[pallas artemis]

hang in there You'll get through it quicker than you think

[Krum]

why do you say that

[han lin]

i know this sounds patronising ARHG H i hate patronising
but i know i've felt like you have, and so have a lot of my friends. I'm only 17 now so i'm hardly over the stressy teenage years but i can tell you it does get easier.