by LadySnape » Thursday 1 January 1970 1:00:00am
Chapter Twelve: And He Takes Another Step
Months passed and winter rolled into spring. Quidditch began again and the students were spending more time outdoors than in. The grounds were green and the flowers were in full bloom after many days of rainfall in April. It was the middle of May. The school year would be at an end in no time at all. Some of the more studious pupils were already studying for their finals, OWLs and whatever else scared them. The First-Year Gryffindors were more worried about their Potions Final than anything else. However, they remembered Professor Kiernan was there along with Snape and she seemed to like everyone.
Meanwhile, Professor Kiernan and Quirrell were enjoying their new living arrangements. The best part about sharing a room, they thought, was waking up next to one another every morning. The worst part was Snape being their next-door neighbor. Every second night he would come banging on their door. Professor Kiernan would open the door and Snape would demand that she help him mark assignments that very instant. Sometimes she gave-in and sometimes she told him just where to put those assignments. Half of the time, she'd be in her robe or nightdress and once she even had to wrap a bed sheet around herself, since she and Quirrell had been in the middle of something. Sometimes, Quirrell would answer the door if Professor Kiernan was in the bath or if she had fallen asleep. Snape would just mutter a "never mind" and leave when Quirrell told him that she was busy.
"I hate this room," Quirrell announced one day, as they were getting ready for bed. "Maybe we could move to a different one. Even if it's a little smaller, it would still be better than-"
"NO!" Professor Kiernan cut him-off, sharply. "This room is perfect. I like it."
"You like Snape banging on our door every night?" Quirrell inquired. "I've had enough. I think we should ask Dumbledore for a different room."
"And let Severus win? I don't think so," said Professor Kiernan, raising an eyebrow. "That is exactly what he wants us to do and I refuse to give in." she added, stubbornly. "He can bang on our door until he gets calluses on his knuckles for all I care."
Quirrell, on the other hand, did not agree. He was sick and tired of seeing Snape's face every night before bed.
"One of these days he's going to break the door down," he declared, as they crawled into bed.
"Good, then he can fix it." Professor Kiernan said, annoyed. Quirrell was beginning to get on her nerves. She couldn't understand why he was willing to let Snape get the better of him.
"I just think it would make things easier-" Quirrell began, but she cut him off.
"Fine, move then if you want to," she snapped. "I'm staying here. If you want to get up and run every time things get difficult, then maybe we shouldn't share a room." She rolled over onto her side, her back to him. "Good night."
Quirrell heaved a huge sigh and rolled over with his back to her as well. He hated when they fought. Not that it happened every day, but it seemed to happen more and more now and it was mostly about Snape.
"Stupid git," thought Quirrell, bitterly. "I'll be damned if I'm going to let HIM come between us."
And so, Quirrell stayed right there with Professor Kiernan and counted to ten every time Snape came knocking on their door. He forced himself to smile at Snape whenever they made eye contact.
Snape was beyond peeved by the middle of May. For months, he had been knocking on their door, trying desperately to interrupt their little escapades. He had managed to do it a few times... Professor Kiernan had came to the door sometimes, wearing only a bed sheet and he had seen Quirrell trying to cover himself with a pillow or any piece of clothing that was within reach. But it didn't matter. They didn't budge from that room and Snape decided that it was no use. They were going to remain there for the rest of their days at Hogwarts.
Snape didn't know why he even bothered to interrupt them. He knew very well that as soon as he was gone, they would either start, finish or continue whatever it was they were doing before he got there. And whenever Professor Kiernan accompanied him to the Potions Room to mark assignments, he knew that once she was done, she'd return to her room and she and Quirrell were free to do whatever they wanted. Snape had actually gone to their room twice in one night, flapping a stack of essays in Professor Kiernan's face and telling her that she had forgotten to mark them. She simply snatched the parchments out of Snape's hands, told him they'd be done by the next day and slammed the door in his face. The door was taking an awful beating. They had already called Filch over twice to tighten the hinges.
"Why do the hinges always come loose on your door?" he demanded to know.
"Old school, old doors," Professor Kiernan replied. "Dumbledore really should start thinking about replacing some of the things in this place."
Filch humbly agreed, but went right on fixing the door. Nobody ever mentioned replacing anything to Dumbledore.
***
It was a Saturday evening and the Professors were all sitting down to dinner, when Snape decided to try his last resort to get Quirrell and Professor Kiernan as far away from his room as possible.
"Excuse me, Headmaster, but I have an issue I'd like to address," Snape announced, standing up just as dessert was appearing on everyone's plates. Everyone was silent.
"Yes, Severus, what is it?" Dumbledore said, in his usual merry mood.
"Well, it's about these two," he said, rudely pointing one of his long, bony fingers at Quirrell and Professor Kiernan. They scowled at him and he smirked.
"What about them?" Dumbledore asked, bemused.
Snape lips curled into a very cunning smile.
"I can't get any sleep at all with all the noise they make in that room!" he blurted. "It's no wonder I can function properly on the small amount of sleep I do get. It's ridiculous. I think they should find another room to bunk in."
The Professors all stared at Snape and then stared at Quirrell and Professor Kiernan. Quirrell was about to jump up and accuse Snape of telling an outrageous lie, when Professor Flitwick spoke up.
"Strange," he said. "I don't hear anything coming from their room. Not even snoring."
Everyone laughed. Professor Flitwick had the room on the opposite side. Snape was horrified. He tried to speak, but nothing came out.
"We'll try to keep our breathing down, Severus," Quirrell joked, making everyone laugh even harder.
"If it bothers you so much, why don't you move to another room?" Professor Kiernan suggested with her self-satisfied smile; the one that made Snape furious. "I believe there are at least two available. The ones that Alpheus and I used to sleep in." She grinned and Snape scowled. He didn't want to move. He liked his room. He liked the large bathtub, the cracked mirror and the curtains with bats on them that hung in his window.
"Severus, perhaps you are straining a little too hard to hear something that isn't there." Dumbledore suggested, gently. "I am sorry if you don't like the arrangements, but that is just the way it is."
Dumbledore's words didn't make Snape feel any better. And the smiles on everyone's face and their laughter infuriated him. He hated being the subject of ridicule. Not caring about dessert, he stormed out of the Great Hall and headed for his room. He slammed the door, fell onto his bed and spent time with his only friend... Loneliness.
***
Snape didn't come out of his room at all on Sunday. He just sat in his room, trying to sort out his feelings. What was it about Professor Kiernan? There was just something about her. Whether she kissed him on the cheek or slammed him up against the wall it didn't matter... he liked her and he knew it. There he was, facing the truth. But what good did it do? She had fallen for Quirrell the moment she came to Hogwarts. He wouldn't have stood a chance.
"Quirrell," Snape said, with all the loathing he could muster up. How he hated him. He always got everything. The Defense Against the Dark Arts job, the biggest bedroom, the iguana and worst of all, the Lady. And with the Lady came love, friendship, kisses and hugs. Most of all, companionship. Something Snape had never cared about up until now. Now he wanted it. He wanted someone to hold, to comfort him, to always be there for him. His only companion was the lonely, empty feeling in his heart... the feeling he endured every day and night, sitting in his cold, dark room. It never mattered then, so why did it matter now? It was because of her. Professor Kiernan seemed to be the answer to all his problems. But she hated him. Didn't she? Snape rolled up the left sleeve of his robe and looked at the Dark Mark that had been permanently burned into his skin.
"I wonder how Professor Kiernan would react if she found out her neighbor was a former Death Eater?" he said to himself. He hated that mark and he would have given anything to get rid of it. But he couldn't. It was there forever. A constant reminder of the life he had once chosen to live and the awful mistakes he had made.
He suddenly yanked down his sleeve when he heard a soft knock at his door. He looked at the clock on the wall. It was already after seven.
"It's not locked." Snape called and the door opened. To his surprise, it was Professor Kiernan. She was holding a tray full of food and she had a very small smile on her face. She entered the room and closed the door. Then she approached the bed where Snape was sitting, propped up against two pillows.
"I thought you might be hungry," she said, setting the tray down on the bedside table. "We didn't see you all day. We were worried."
Snape's mouth watered as he looked at the food. At the same time, he was flattered. He couldn't believe Professor Kiernan had thought of him and brought him a tray of food.
"Go ahead and eat it," she coaxed him. "I didn't poison it. I promise." She smiled at him. Snape avoided eye contact with her and started eating the food. There was a very uncomfortable silence in the room as Snape ate. Professor Kiernan looked around the room and smiled when she saw his curtains. She walked up to the window and touched them.
"These are great, where did you get them?" she inquired.
"The usual places." Snape replied. He was in no mood for polite conversation. He really wanted to be left alone to pine. To look back at his pathetic life and all that he had NOT accomplished.
"Why are you always so cold?" she asked, seriously. "If you would just loosen up a bit, you wouldn't be so difficult to put up with."
"Look who's talking," said Snape, his brows drawing together in an angry frown.
"I know we have our differences, but at least I've made an effort to get past those differences," she told him. "I don't see you trying at all."
"Why should I?" he demanded. "My way and my class were just fine until you showed up."
They glared at each other.
"Why are you so stubborn?" they both asked each other in unison. Surprised, their eyes widened and they simply stared at one another. Uncomfortable, Snape looked away and Professor Kiernan said a quick good night and left in a great hurry. In her room, she lowered herself into the bath that Quirrell had kindly prepared for her and tried to piece together what had just happened. It wasn't the first time they had spoken something in unison. Little did she know that it wouldn't be the last, either.
***
It was the end of May and three days before Professor Kiernan's birthday, which fell on June 2nd. She was excited and nervous, mostly because Quirrell was being so secretive about the gift he had bought her. She knew it had to be something as great as the Christmas gift she had received... if not, better. No matter how much she begged and pleaded for a hint, Quirrell refused to say anything. She even went as far as searching the pockets of his robes, but she couldn't find a thing. Whatever it was, he had hidden it well. He had probably hidden it in some place she would never think to look. Three more days until her birthday and it felt like an eternity.
It was a darn good thing for Quirrell that it was nearly the end of the school year and the busiest time of all, because he was broke and couldn't even afford to buy anyone a drink at the Three Broomsticks. The gift he had picked out for Professor Kiernan had cost him a fortune, but he felt it was worth it once he saw the look on her face. He had been saving his money ever since Christmas and it was gone in the blink of an eye. So he was definitely glad that nobody had the time to go to Hogsmeade or anywhere else.
Meanwhile, Snape was wondering what on earth HE was going to buy Professor Kiernan. There was no way out of this one. The birth date of a witch or wizard was even more important than Christmas and everyone else would be buying her a gift, so Snape had to as well. He didn't want to look stupid by being the only one who didn't buy her anything. Plus, Dumbledore would have something to say about it. He just couldn't show up at her Birthday Feast empty handed.
Snape wandered around the streets of Hogsmeade the day before Professor Kiernan's birthday, without a clue in the world of what to buy. The only thing he could think of was Every Flavor Beans, but that had already resulted in disaster. And he didn't really feel like buying a thousand boxes and going through them to find her favorite flavor. He didn't have time now, anyway.
He absently walked into the Magic Jewel Shop, thinking that perhaps a pair of earrings would be practical enough. Unfortunately, Snape had no idea which ones were nice and which ones were horrible. He knew next to nothing about jewelry. Whether they were magic or not.
He looked through the glass cases at the front of the store and saw rings, lockets, pendants, necklaces, earrings, toe rings, bracelets and watches. The witch behind the counter smiled at him.
"May I help you with something, Professor?" she asked, kindly.
Snape looked up but did not smile back.
"What do you suggest?" he blurted.
The witch looked amused.
"Well, I can't say unless you tell me who you are buying for," she said.
"A woman." Snape declared.
"And what do you know about this woman?"
"Not much," Snape admitted.
The witch sighed. She hated stubborn customers. She looked through the cases and then opened one. She pulled out a ring. It was silver, shaped like a coiled-up serpent with bright yellow eyes.
"This is something new," the witch told Snape as she handed him the ring. "It's a ring that lights up." She put the ring on her finger, then snapped her fingers and the store became pitch black.
"Now," she said, "whoever wears the ring controls the light. Twist it all the way around once clockwise and voila!" At this point, a brilliant light appeared around the witch. "It's very useful. Especially if you have to use the washroom in the middle of the night." She laughed, snapped her fingers and the store lit-up again. The light around her disappeared when she twisted the ring around again and took it off.
Snape looked thoughtful. A ring that lit up? Big deal, he thought. He highly doubted that Professor Kiernan used the washroom in the middle of the night. He knew perfectly well what she did in the middle of the night and it had nothing to do with the washroom. But he liked the idea that it was shaped like a snake, not unlike the pendant on the chain she had given him. He decided it was practical enough, paid the witch and left the store, the velvet box containing the ring stored safely in the inside pocket of his robe. As he headed back to Hogwarts, a strange thought suddenly struck him. He couldn't give Professor Kiernan a ring! It was way too personal and much too nice. Snape would never hear the end of it from anybody. Everyone would think he had gone soft. Then they'd be wanting favors from him all the time. He could just hear it:
"Severus isn't all that bad, go and ask him!" or "Severus is a nice guy, why don't you ask him?"
It was too disturbing to think about. He quickly made his way to Honeydukes, bought two boxes of Every-Flavor Beans and decided that he would give her those instead. Then he went back to the Jewelry Store and asked for a refund in the ring.
"I'm sorry," said the witch, "but we don't give refunds. If you don't like it, transfigure it into something else."
Snape was furious and stormed out of the store. Now he was stuck with a ring he didn't even want and short a few Galleons. Then he got an idea. He could still give Professor Kiernan the ring... he just wouldn't say who it was from. And she would never suspect that it was him being that he was going to give her the beans and sign the card, "From Severus". Yes, that would work. Patting the pocket that contained the ring, he smiled to himself and headed back to Hogwarts once again.
***
Finally it was Professor's Kiernan's birthday. It fell on a Saturday this year, so there was not much to do before the Feast. That morning, many Owls from her fellow-Professors at Beauxbatons had arrived carrying gifts and cards and birthday wishes for her. Her parents had sent her a bundle of Galleons, Sickles and Knuts to go out and buy anything she wanted or to put away for a rainy day. Her other gifts included the usual: hair barrettes, earrings, sweets and assorted soaps and bubble bath. She also received a Cat Grooming Kit from Professor Argente. No doubt he had forgotten that she had an owl and not a cat. She kept it anyway. Who knew, maybe she would get a cat one day.
Professor Kiernan was especially anxious to open the gifts that her new friends at Hogwarts would be giving her at the Feast. She couldn't believe they were tormenting her like this, making her wait until dinner to open everything. She busied herself with marking and tidying up the room that she shared with Quirrell.
Quirrell, meanwhile, seemed to be avoiding her. He was so excited about giving her the gift that he'd bought that he was afraid he would give it away if he spent too much time around her. Professor Kiernan was racking her brain, trying to figure out what his gift was. Quirrell was full of surprises. At this point, it could be anything. She decided it had to be something very special since he had done such a good job hiding it and wouldn't even give her the tiniest hint. For someone who had admitted he had trouble keeping secrets, she thought he was doing a really good job at keeping this one.
"I guess I'll find out soon enough," she thought, looking at her watch. "Only two more hours until the feast."
***
Professor Kiernan arrived in the Great Hall about a half hour early. Professors Dumbledore, McGonagall and Snape were there already. They were dressed in their best robes. Snape looked like he was wearing the same thing he always wore. Professor Kiernan was wearing her silk robes and had done her hair in a nice French Twist, fastened with a new hairpiece she had received that morning. At her place was a rather large pile of gifts. She smiled at everyone and sat down right away and looked down at her gifts, beaming.
"Happy Birthday, Madison!" exclaimed Dumbledore and Professor McGonagall repeated the greeting. Snape reluctantly said it too and she thanked them.
She waited impatiently for the other Professors to arrive and they finally did, wishing her a Happy Birthday, with smiles. The only person left to arrive was Quirrell.
"I wonder what could be keeping Professor Quirrell?" Dumbledore said.
The others shrugged.
"He wasn't in our room when I went to get ready," Professor Kiernan told them. "In fact, I haven't seen him much all day. He keeps trying to avoid me for some reason."
All the Professors, except for Snape, wore very secretive smiles on their faces. They obviously knew something that Professor Kiernan did not. And she had a feeling it had something to do with Quirrell's gift.
"I'm sure he'll be here any minute now." Madam Hooch assured her.
He arrived at six o'clock, right on the dot. Professor Kiernan had never seen him look more dapper. He was dressed in red satin robes, trimmed with gold and the black tie she had given him for Christmas. He held a bouquet of red roses and handed them to Professor Kiernan, kissing her warmly and whispering, "Happy Birthday, Pretty Lady."
She blushed, not from embarrassment, but from the way his voice and kiss had made her feel. And the name he always called her. "Pretty Lady".
As soon as he got seated, Dumbledore asked Professor Kiernan what she wanted to do first and everyone laughed when she exclaimed, "Open presents, of course!" And so they watched her tear open each and every one, her face lighting up more with each gift. Hagrid had bought her an Owl Grooming Kit and she laughed and told everyone about Professor Argente's mistake. She received more earrings and sweets, including Snape's gift of Every-Flavor Beans. She wasn't surprised that he hadn't spent another fortune on thousands of boxes just to pick out her favorite flavor. She smiled at him and mouthed a thank-you.
Finally, she came to her last gift, a tiny green-velvet box. She guessed this had to be Quirrell's gift. But there was no signature.
"I bet this is from you," she said to Quirrell, undoing the ribbon around it.
"Nope," Quirrell shook his head. "My gift comes after dinner."
"Well then who is this from?" she inquired, annoyed that Quirrell was going to make her wait even longer. She looked around the table at all the Professors but they all shrugged. Snape remained serious and shrugged as well. She opened the box and found the coiled-up serpent ring inside of it.
"Wow!" she exclaimed. "It's wonderful! I read about these in the Daily Prophet. It's a ring that lights up."
She slipped it onto her middle finger, twisted it and a bright light surrounded her. Snape had expected to see a yellow light around her, but instead it was a bright red light.
"It appears that you are in love, Madison," Dumbledore remarked. "That is why the light around you is red instead of yellow."
Professor Kiernan and Quirrell smiled at each other. Of course she was in love. But who had given her the ring? She suspected Snape for a moment, but then thought it couldn't have been him. A ring was much too personal and he had given her Every Flavor Beans already, signed and everything.
"Well, whoever this is from, I thank you kindly." she said. "And thanks, every one for all of your wonderful gifts. But now let's eat, before I die from wondering what Alpheus has bought me!"
Everyone laughed and food appeared on their plates. Then, birthday cake for dessert, in which Professor Kiernan blew out the candles and didn't make a wish, claiming that was a silly muggle superstition.
Just as everyone was about to dig into the delicious looking angel- food cake, Quirrell lightly tapped his spoon on his wine glass and stood up. Everyone in the room, including the students, became silent and looked at Quirrell who looked extremely nervous. But he still managed to smile.
"Another school year is about to come to an end and I have to admit that this is the best year I've ever had at Hogwarts and in my entire life." Quirrell said, the tips of ears turning red. "I have fallen in love and I couldn't bear it if she ever left me." he looked down at Professor Kiernan who had tears in her eyes. "So I am going to make sure she is mine forever." He took her hand and got down on one knee. With his other hand, he pulled something out if his pocket. It was a ring. A gold ring with a beautiful heart shaped diamond on it. Tears poured down Professor Kiernan's face as he asked her, "Madison Kiernan, I love you and I can't imagine you not being in my life. Madison, will you marry me?"
Professor Kiernan could only nod as she wept. Quirrell stood up with her and they hugged and kissed passionately as everyone in the Great Hall broke out into tremendous applause. Then people shouted and whistled as Quirrell and Professor Kiernan stayed locked in their kiss.
Snape stood up along with everyone else, but he did nothing but scowl. It just figured. Quirrell had outdone him with his engagement ring and speech. Snape's Light-Up Snake Ring had been the best gift there until Quirrell came along with his. He always got everything. And now, The Lady was his forever. The Professor all started to mingle, shaking Quirrell's hand, kissing and hugging Professor Kiernan, congratulating the bright and beaming couple. The lady Professors all fussed over and admired the engagement ring on Professor's Kiernan's finger. When Quirrell made eye contact with Snape, Snape gave him a horribly forced smile and said "Congratulations." Quirrell smiled and nodded at him. Then Snape caught Professor Kiernan's eye as she was returning to her seat to eat her cake. He had to say something to her, even though he felt as though he had just been stabbed in the heart. He walked over to her and tried his best to smile.
"Congratulations, Professor Kiernan," he said, the words sounding terribly forced. "I hope everything works out for you two." That was an outrageous lie. Snape could have cared less if things worked out or not.
"Thank you very much, Severus," she said, her voice as gentle as a summer breeze. She kissed him lightly on the cheek, a gesture that both shocked and amused everyone at the Staff Table. "That means a lot coming from you." She smiled, sat down and enjoyed her cake.
Snape was so baffled that he had three pieces, quite forgetting that he hated cake.
***
End of Chapter Twelve