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Chapter 24: Keeping Up Appearances
I tried to avoid my parents the next day because I was afraid I'd let slip that Cinda was planning a surprise party instead of a dinner with just them. I spent the whole day brewing potions and reading, which wasn't out of the ordinary for me, so my parents didn't suspect a thing.
I was excited about seeing Kenzie at the party. I hadn't seen her at all the past full moon, since I wound up coming home relatively early. This party would hopefully be more fun than the New Year's one, since Kenzie would be there. I was a bit nervous about it because I knew my parents wouldn't react well, but there wasn't anything I could do about it.
We Apparated directly into Richard and Cinda's living room around six o'clock. The house was surprisingly quiet; I couldn't hear any signs of a party. Of course, since Cinda decided to 'surprise' us, she probably purposefully emptied out the living room for us to Apparate into.
Mum and Dad were planning on telling Richard and Cinda about Dad getting fired that night at dinner. I wasn't really sure how that was going to go. Plus, my parents would tell them about going to Scotland, which Dad had managed to schedule for the following Tuesday. I had a feeling that this would be the last school we'd visit. Mum and Dad seemed especially eager to get out of Australia now that Dad was out of work. They'd probably make a decision after visiting Scotland.
"Julie, darling!" Cinda burst into the room in a cocktail dress and threw her arms around Mum.
"Hi, Mum," Mum half-smiled at her.
"How are you doing?" Cinda asked.
"Could be better," Mum sighed.
"Well, I know just the thing to cheer you all up," Cinda grinned and I cringed. Luckily nobody saw me. "Just follow me upstairs!" Cinda told us.
Mum turned to look at Dad and they both shrugged. Matt followed Cinda eagerly, and my parents followed him. I reluctantly followed them, not really wanting to go.
The house remained eerily quiet as we ascended the stairs to the ballroom. Cinda seemed to get more and more excited as we went, which I took as a bad sign. Cinda stopped as soon as we reached the doors to the ballroom.
"Mum, what is it?" Mum asked questioningly.
"Just something I planned to lift your spirits," Cinda flashed a smile and opened the doors.
"Surprise!" The ballroom was packed and every person shouted as we entered. I froze and stared at everyone with my mouth open. I shouldn't really have been that surprised, since Cinda doesn't know the meaning of 'a small get together'.
I turned to the rest of my family. Mum was staring at everyone, her mouth gaping. Dad had a pained look on his face and was shaking his head. Matt was looking around eagerly, his eyes resting on the table of desserts.
"Mother. What. Did. You. Do." Mum snapped out of her shock and turned to glare at Cinda.
"I threw you a going away party!" Cinda shouted excitedly.
"Ever occur to you that that's exactly what we didn't want?" Mum snapped, "We came here today with more bad news and I expected us to be able to tell you and Dad alone. Find Dad and meet Walter and I downstairs. Now."
Cinda looked taken aback, but she immediately strode over to Richard, who was eating already and motioned him over. Mum and Dad had already turned and left the room. I would have loved to follow them downstairs and listened to Mum yell at Cinda, but at that moment, someone came up from behind me and put their hands over my face.
"Ahh!" I shrieked.
"Guess who?"
"Kenzie," I relaxed as I heard her voice. She dropped her hands and I turned to look at her.
"Hey, what's new?" Kenzie grinned at me, "This is some party. Your mum doesn't look too happy, though."
"She's not," I muttered, "She hates these parties. Plus, something bad happened yesterday, so she's kind of worried about that, too."
"Really? What?" Kenzie immediately looked concerned.
I looked around to check if anyone was paying attention to me and luckily they weren't. "Dad got fired," I whispered.
"What?!"
"Yeah, he did."
"From his top-secret Ministry job?" Kenzie asked.
I nodded, "Don't spread it around."
"I won't, but you're moving anyway, so why does it matter?"
"It'll make it harder for him to get a job wherever we move," I explained. "But I really don't want to talk about it."
"Ok. Let's go get something to eat."
I followed Kenzie to the nearest food table and people stopped to talk to me along the way. I went through the usual smile and nod routine with all of Cinda's friends who I barely knew. Kenzie and I found a deserted table near the back of the room and we sat down to eat.
"So, know where you're moving yet?" Kenzie asked as she stared eating a mini-quiche.
"Nope," I replied, "But we're visiting one in Scotland this week."
"Scotland? Cool," Kenzie said, "Maybe I could visit you there."
I shrugged. Depended on how 'wizardy' our new house looked. "Maybe."
"Amy!" I looked up to see Vivien standing behind me, along with Jared, Breanne, Alicia, Cassie, and Damien.
"Hey, Vivien," I gave her a forced smile.
"So, you're moving?" Vivien said as she sat down next to me. The rest of the crowd sat down as well.
"Yeah," I replied, and turned to Kenzie. "This is Vivien, Jared, Breanne, Alicia, Cassie, and Damien," I gestured to each of them.
"Hey," Kenzie waved.
"And this is Kenzie, she lives down the road," I told them.
"So why are you moving?" Vivien asked, "Hasn't your family lived here for, like, ever?"
"Uh, yeah," I muttered, "But my parents had a disagreement with the headmaster of my school, so they want me to switch schools."
"And you have to leave the country for that?" Breanne raised an eyebrow. Cinda must have told everyone that we were moving out of the country. "That's kind of stupid. My friend, Yolanda, got expelled from our school for bringing beer to the class picnic last year, and she just switched to a school only a half hour away or so."
"Er-" I began.
"I know! You can switch to our school!" Breanne announced.
I inwardly cringed. I don't think I'd go to their school even if I was a Squib. "Um, actually, I've got to switch to another school that's like the one I go to now."
"Ah, that weird school," Cassie said.
"Er, right. Anyway, there's only about one in each country."
"That's weird," Breanne replied, "So where are you going to move?"
"Not sure," I shrugged, "My parents are still looking. Either New York or Scotland."
"I love New York!" Breanne exclaimed, "Best city in the world. I can't believe you might live there. So unfair."
"Actually, New York State," I suppressed a laugh at the thought of us living in a city as busy as New York City.
"Oh," Breanne deflated, "Well that's boring. When are you leaving?"
"No idea," I told her, wishing I could just go somewhere with Kenzie and ignore the rest of the people at the table.
"Kenzie," a whiny voice said from behind us.
I turned around to see Kenzie's little sister, Morgan, standing with one hand on her hip and the other gripping Kenzie's other little sister, Maddie, by the arm. Maddie is only four and was holding a cupcake in her other hand. Her chubby face was covered in chocolate. I imagined her hair was as well, although it was hard to tell since her hair is dark brown.
"What?" Kenzie asked.
"Mum says you've got to watch Maddie," Morgan said, letting go of her sister. Morgan is twelve, although sometimes I think she acts sixteen. She wears make-up whenever she can get away with it and straightens her light brown hair pretty much everyday. Kenzie told me she asked for blonde highlights and her mother laughed.
"And why can't you do it?" Kenzie asked.
"Because I don't want to," Morgan smirked, "And Mum says you've got to do it. You're the oldest."
"Fine," Kenzie groaned. Morgan grinned and took off. I watched her and noticed that she was hanging out with Breanne's little sister. Figures. I imagine the two of them would get along very well. Breanne's little sister is very much like Breanne.
Breanne raised her eyebrow as Kenzie pulled Maddie onto her lap. "I guess we'll go get drinks now," Breanne gave her friends significant glances. I was guessing she didn't want to be around messy toddlers.
"See you in a little while," Vivien smiled as she got up with the rest of her friends.
"Let's go," I stood up as soon as they disappeared into the crowd.
"So those are the girls you hung out with at your grandma's New Year's Party?" Kenzie asked as she stood up with Maddie.
"Sure are," I groaned.
"They seem like a fun bunch," Kenzie laughed. "Morgan would fit right in."
"I'll have to thank Maddie for scaring them away," I said.
"She's good at that," Kenzie replied.
"Amy! Mrs. Dawe came over to us with a smile on her face. I grinned when I saw her. Kenzie's mum is tall and a bit on the chubby side, with curly brown hair that's about chin-length.
Mrs. Dawe was carrying Kenzie's little brother, Michael. Michael, at age two, is the youngest of the Dawe family. Kenzie's third little sister, Mari (short for Marianna), was following her mother. Mari is eight and a bit on the shy side. She looks like a younger version of Kenzie.
"Hi, Mrs. Dawe," I said as she reached us.
"How are you, dear?"
"All right," I said, "I mean, I don't want to move, but I don't have a choice."
"It's hard, I know," Mrs. Dawe replied, "But you'll be fine. And you're welcome to visit anytime you like."
"Thanks," I smiled.
"And how is your brother?" she asked.
"He's good," I told her, not really knowing what else to say.
"Glad to hear it. He certainly looks well tonight," Mrs. Dawe pointed to Matt, who was running around with a few other little kids. "Well, I think I'll go find your mother."
"Ok," I replied.
"Thanks for watching Maddie for me, Kenzie," Mrs. Dawe added.
"No problem," Kenzie sighed as her mother patted her on the arm.
"Let's go to my room," I suggested after Kenzie's mum left.
"Sure," Kenzie agreed.
I relaxed immediately when I had shut the door to my room behind us. I didn't really want to spend anymore time with Breanne and her friends that evening. I was sure they'd be getting drunk soon anyway.
"Think they'll find us in here?" Kenzie asked.
"Maybe. Depends if they want to find us," I told her, "Anyway, Maddie's still here, so chances are they'll just stay in the ballroom."
"So your parents didn't look too happy when they saw everyone here," Kenzie commented.
"They hate parties like this," I explained, "Well, they didn't used to mind them, but after Matt got sick they've become more private."
"That makes sense," Kenzie said.
"Cinda actually told Mum that she wanted us over for dinner tonight and we got here and there was the party."
"Did you know about it?"
"Yeah, Cinda wanted me to help plan it, but I told her no."
"Excellent," Kenzie grinned.
Kenzie and I spent the rest of the party in my room. We talked and played with Maddie. I found a few kid's games in my closet and Maddie loved them. Kenzie and I pretended not to know how to play, which cracked Maddie up. Then she proceeded to explain how to play. Kenzie and I let her win every game.
We were just finishing our fifth game of Candyland when someone knocked on the door.
"What?" I shouted.
"Everyone's leaving now, Amy," Cinda shouted back, "You've got to come say goodbye."
I groaned, "Want to come?"
"Sure, why not," Kenzie stood up, "Come on, Maddie."
The ballroom was indeed emptying when we got there. Plenty of the guests stopped to talk to me and I did the smile and nod thing again. I told them I'd keep in touch and update them about my life. Of course, in reality, I'd never see them again or talk to them. I wasn't too depressed about that, either.
"Amy!" Breanne shouted as she and her crowd exited the room, "You've got to email me! Here's my email!" She thrust a piece of paper into my hands. "It's got all of ours on it. Tell us how things at your new weird school go! And tell us where you move to, too."
"Er, sure," I gave her a forced smile, knowing I'd never 'email' her. I hadn't used email in my life.
Vivien gave me a huge hug and then looked at me. "Amy, stay in touch. I'll miss you."
"Miss you, too," I replied, almost truthfully. If I was going to miss any of them, it would be Vivien.
"Come on, you lot," Damien announced, "We've got to split. Party at Kevin's is going on."
"Right," Breanne replied, "So see you around, Amy. Or not, since you're moving and all."
"Yeah, bye," I said.
"Never going to talk to them again, right?" Kenzie whispered.
"Never," I laughed. "I might send Vivien a letter telling her where we are, but that's it."
Soon, the only ones left in the ballroom were my family and Kenzie's. Mr. and Mrs. Dawe were trying to round up all the kids, most of whom didn't want to leave. Kenzie and I were standing near Mum, who was glaring daggers at Cinda.
"Well, we'd better be going," Mrs. Dawe said once she and her husband had all of Kenzie's siblings following them.
"Thanks for coming," Mum said, "Really, I mean it. I could have done without everyone else."
"Well, of course we came. We're going to miss all of you. I actually want to have you all over for dinner before you leave. Just us. Let us know when you're going to leave and we'll set it up."
"That sounds great," Mum smiled, "I'll let you know soon."
I grinned at Kenzie. "That sounds ten times more fun than this party."
"Glad you think so, Amy," Mrs. Dawe said, "And we'll see you in a few weeks. Are you staying with your grandparents on a weekend this month?"
I thought to myself for a few seconds and remembered that the full moon would be on a Thursday that month. I sighed. I probably wouldn't get to see Kenzie much during this trip. "Yeah, on a Thursday, so I'll probably be going home on Saturday morning. There's always next month, though."
"Of course, dear," Mrs. Dawe smiled and then turned to Mum, "Take care, all of you. I hope Matt continues to get better."
"Thanks," Mum replied, "We'll see you soon."
"Bye, Kenzie," I gave my friend a hug, "See you in a few weeks."
"You, too," Kenzie smiled, and left the room with her family.
As soon as Kenzie's family left the room, Mum whirled around and stormed over to Cinda.
"Why did you do it, Mother!?" Mum demanded.
"Do what?" Cinda asked.
"The party!" Mum shouted, "You know perfectly well we do not like these things anymore! And for a good reason, too! Do you know how awkward it was for Walt and I today? I don't think you do. People I really haven't kept contact with were asking why we were moving. I couldn't tell them why! Walt and I had to make up elaborate stories as to what was going on so, number one, we could conceal that we're magical. And number two, to conceal that Matt is a werewolf! Do you have any idea how hard that is?"
"Julietta, calm down. Do you honestly think I wouldn't give my own daughter a going away party?"
"Yes! If, for once in your life, you thought about someone else besides yourself, you wouldn't have!"
"I was thinking of you!" Cinda yelled, "That's why I threw the party!"
"No it's not! You threw the party to 'keep up appearances'. That's what you've always been concerned about. Ever since I was a kid, it's always been 'what will everyone think'. You can't ever do anything without thinking about what other people will think."
"When you live the way we do, appearances have to be kept up!" Cinda replied.
"I don't live the way you do, Mum! Walter and I don't do that anymore! That's why we don't attend these things anymore. We like privacy and not having other people butting into our lives. That's why we're moving, Mother! Our whole world down here knows about Matt now, and it's turned everything upside down. We can't live in peace anymore. We just wanted to start over without leaving with a bang. But you couldn't let us do that, Mother, you couldn't."
"I want what's best for you, Julie. You're just running away from your problems."
"Running away? Running away?" Mum shrieked, "Oh, Mother, you have no idea! No idea whatsoever!"
"Yes, you're running away. That's what I call it when someone just decides to move to an entirely different country and start a new life!"
"I call it trying to make a better life for my children!" Mum exclaimed.
Mum was practically shaking. I had never seen her this mad before. She seemed more angry than she had been when my necklace had burned Matt. I stood frozen, staring at the two of them argue. Dad and Richard had stopped their cleaning up and were watching intently, but not interfering. Matt had crept over to where I was standing and was hiding behind me, with his head sticking out to watch.
"Better life?" Cinda raised her eyebrow.
"Yes, better life! Do you comprehend that if we stayed here, Matt wouldn't be able to go to school? It's even worse now. You realize that now, a simple thing like going shopping would cause him to be ostracized? Now, he couldn't walk into a store without people whispering and leaving the store. They do that when I enter a store, Mum. Imagine what they'd do to him," Mum lowered her voice and I could see tears starting to stream down her face.
"And your solution is to run to a different country?" Cinda asked, "Why not make it better here? Change their opinions. And if you can't, just make the best. Send Matt to a Muggle school. Teach him magic at home. You don't need to leave your home, Julie."
"Mother, I no longer call this country my home," Mum said, "Anyplace that treats my son like this is not home to me. And we can't change it. One family can't change the country. Walter's been fired and fined. He has no influence in the Ministry anymore. He was one of the few remaining people sympathetic to werewolves. All the laws that he'd prevented from passing will pass now. You must understand that, Mum. Things will get worse if we stay here."
"And things are better elsewhere?"
"Yes, at least in New York. And we're hoping in Scotland, too. We'll all have better lives there."
"For how long?" Cinda asked, "How long until the Ministries there are like the one here? Will you move again? When does it stop, Julie?"
"I don't know, Mum," Mum said, "But for now, we're leaving. I'm sorry if you're not happy about it, but that's life. And why are you telling me this now, anyway? Months ago, when we first told you we were moving, you were fine with it!"
"Fine with it?" Cinda looked shocked, "I would never be 'fine' with my daughter moving across the world! I merely thought that with time, you'd change your mind. You made a rash decision in anger, Julie."
"With time I'd change my mind?" Mum shouted, "Oh, you're completely wrong about that. Walter and I have become more and more happy with our decision as time passes. Things have gotten worse since we first made the decision, Mother. If we hadn't made it then, we'd have made it now. This is no place for us to live. I wish you'd understand that.
"You've never understood, though, have you? Sure, you've taken Amy on the full moons, and we really appreciate that, but you don't really understand. You have no idea what we've gone through, what we will go through. You have no idea how werewolves are seen in our world, no idea at all. I've tried to explain it to you and you just don't get it.
"You try and cover up your uneasiness with the whole thing, but I see through it, Mother. If there's one thing I've learned over the past two and a half years, it's when people are being sincere about what they say. You've told me it doesn't bother you, but it does. I know it does. I still remember your reaction when we first told you that Matt got bit. You cringed and raised your eyebrows. I've seen that look on your face before, Mother. It's what you do when you hear or read about people who are less well off than you, who get into trouble. People who need help, but no one will give it to them."
I stared in shock at Cinda. I kind of knew she didn't feel comfortable with Matt being a werewolf, but Mum had never told me what her reaction was when she found out. I couldn't believe my own grandmother, Matt's own grandmother, would react like that. I glanced slightly at Matt. I was pretty sure Mum hadn't told him Cinda's reaction either. He looked scared and was now completely hiding behind me.
"What did you expect me to do, Julie?" Cinda exclaimed. "Be happy about it?"
"Of course not! I expected you to be a bit nervous at first, but to get used to it eventually! I understand that you're a Muggle and didn't even know about anything remotely magical until I was eleven, but I did not expect you to practically ignore your own grandson for something he can't control! If you'd just open your mind and try to let what I tell you sink in, you might understand the kind of situation we're in!"
"Fine," Cinda said shortly, "But I do not appreciate your attitude towards the party."
"I don't care. You knew we didn't want that party," Mum seethed, "And if you can't accept that, or the fact that we are moving, then maybe we ought to just leave."
Mum turned around, leaving Cinda with her mouth open but no words coming out. Mum motioned for us to follow her and we did wordlessly. We followed her down to the living room without talking at all. I could feel how tense she was as we Apparated back home. This wasn't good. She was so angry at Cinda. I had never seen her row with anyone like that before, especially not her own mother.