by Mistress Siana » Sunday 20 February 2005 2:59:52am
The way I see him, Sirius is one of the most tragic charcters of the series, a promising young man who was completely destroyed by a society that had forgotten its humanity over all the fear.
And I think he was indeed misplaced. He was misplaced when they put a brilliant, courageous, good-hearted, loyal and absolutely innocent man into hell on earth and stole twelve years of his life away. He was also misplaced when he, who had been deprived of any chance to grow up, came back into a world that had gone on whereas he hadn't, desparately clinging to the illusion that Harry could replace the friend he lost. Now, he's probably at home.
He did not be belong to this world anymore. His old friends had more than a decade to move on, to grow up, I don't think he and Lupin, for instance, could ever have become the friends the once were again. Sirius was hardly more mature than Harry and his friends, who in return regarded him as an adult, especially Harry, who wanted to see a father-substitute in Sirius that he could not be. The irony of the relationship between Harry and Sirius was that each of them wanted the other to be James, and neither could. So, if Sirius finally went where James and Lily are, I really, really wouldn't want him to have to come back. Let him rest in peace.
(Oh my god, I talk about him as though he existed!)